Another little picy...

This one is called Bloodlust. I thought it was kinda cool.

Pic Time

I saw this pic while playing around the internet, and it caught my attention.

Sup

I feel like it has been forever since I have posted anything, I guess it has only been three days. My weekend was pretty crazy, but in a good way. I spent Friday with my kids which is always fun. Saturday, I actually got to sleep in. That is the first time in almost forever. Then Saturday night, my best friend in the world came up and we went to this kick ass party. I partied my cute little ass off!! I almost converted a lesbian too. It was just that kind of night. Then I spent Sunday at the pool with my kids. My shoulders got burnt to a fucking crisp, but the rest of me is a nice golden brown. Damn lying sunblock.... I finished up the weekend by watching Batman Begins with my oldest son. It rocked!!! THEY FINALLY GOT IT RIGHT.

Then of course it was back to work yesterday. It always sucks when you have a really busy but great weekend to have to wind down by going back to work. Did I ever mention that I hate petty bickering? Well lucky me, thats all I have been dealing with at work. People are such stupid asses that it amazes me that we even evolved.

YEAH!

My 7 month old son said his first words!! They were Da-da of course as if there would be any doubt. It was very exciting. Though now he says it all the time and won't stop!!!!

My kind of protest

These people are protesting against cars and aggressive drivers in Spain!! My kind of people....

A bit sad

I am a little down this evening. I talked to a very good friend of mine earlier this evening and she informed me that she was getting married. At first I was pretty happy for her. We have been friends a long time. We used to be a pretty hot couple back in the day, and we were able to remain close friends even after the relationship burned out.

A couple of months ago, I heard that another ex of mine had gotten married and it didn't really bother me. She and I were never real close and hadn't remained friends. This one though has hit me.

I am really excited for her. She has been through a lot and deserves this kind of happiness. The guy she is marrying is a good guy too. The problem is that Angie is the onle person that ever really got and understood me. She is also the only girl that I ever really fell in love with. I guess I always had this thought in the back of my head that one day she and I would have another chance. Now, that is gone, and it has made me a bit depressed.

She is one of the sexiest, coolest, and funniest persons that I have ever known. I feel kind of selfish too in that here in her big moment I am thinking about myself. So not only am I depressed, I feel bad about being depressed! Life is just funny, and it can really bite you in the ass sometimes.

I don't know what else to say.

Well I'm screwed

I just had a meeting wth one of my best staff, and she informed me that she can't work third shift anymore! It would not have been so bad, but she gave me no notice. She wants off the schedule on the 22nd!! There is no way in hell that I can fill her shifts that quickly. She is pretty young and going to nursing school so I understand where she is coming from, but fuck a little notice would be nice. Plus, she was damn good at her job. I am so fucked!!

Father's Day?

Well this weekend started off pretty shitty as I mentioned before. ( I did get to see my kids for about an hour this evening) FridayIi just wallowed in self pity and drank myself to sleep. Saturday I was kidnapped by my best friend and my brother. We ended up closing 3 clubs before catching some breakfast. I crawled home at about 7am today. I slept most of the day which was nice. It gave me the excuse not to call my Dad, not that I really need an excuse. My neighbor friend also came back from her visit tonight so things are looking up.

Father's Day. Its kind of a cruel joke for those of us whose Father's really aren't worth a damn. I know what its like to not really have a father around so thats why I was so pissed when I knew I wouldn't get to see my kids. I am just glad I was able to sleep through most of this day.

Found this intrigueing

Its called Evil-Temptress. I don't no why, but it speaks to me.

I lost

Yep, I lost. My kids will be leaving at 1:30 today. They will be gone all weekend which means I will not get to see them for Father's Day. Now, I know I was probably a bad husband, but I am a damn good father. This really fucking bites. I am pissed as hell over this.

As for work, I told the Director today that since I covered everybody's ass yesterday that I wasn't doing shit today. So I plan on sitting in my office and doing nothing. I am taking a long lunch, picking up my check and going the fuck home.

Man this was a shitty week.

Bad Day

I have just had the shittiest couple of days. Wednesday I had to get up early and drive forever to get to a bullshit seminar that I didn't really need to go to. It got out early which was nice, but my day was still shot because I had to drive 3 hours all the way back home. I was so fucking tired when I got back, but could I rest...Hell no!!

My ex shows up and informs me that she is sending my two older kids to a fucking church camp this weekend. It is supposed to be my weekend with them. Normally I am fine with making changes when the kids have plans, but Church Camp!! It was nice of her to wait to the last minute and tell me too. I had already made plans with my kids for this weekend. We were supposed to go to a big Medieval Faire that they had been looking forward too. SO naturally it ended up in a huge fight.

Finally I just said the hell with it because I don't like fighting with her in front of the kids so I was just going to relent. Then my son who is 10 says that he did not want to go his mom was making him. Well that started a whole new fight. I swear she is so childish. At one point she called me a rather nasty name and started to walk away. All I did was reach out and grab her shoulder to stop her, and she spun around and started screaming that I was abusing her!! It was like the Twilight Zone. She actually said she was going to tell her mom!! What the Fuck!!

So now I don't know what is going to happen. I would let my kids go to the camp if they wanted to, but both have said that they don't. I don't want to force the issue with the psycho, but I feel I need to stand up for my kids.

Lesson in this for you that are playing along at home....DON'T GET MARRIED!

Not to mention that when I get to work today I find out that while I was gone people forgot how to function and decided to pile all their shit on me to take care of!! Fuckers!!

This Blows!

I just found out that I have to go to another fucking training tomorrow for this damn job. Normally its no big but this training is 3 hours away, and it is for something that I already have. I am going to have to get up at the ass-crack of dawn and drive up near Chicago. God this pisses me off. I may just say fuck it and skip out. Cocksucking bastards!!!

Hair

Well I am getting my haircut today. I thought I was just going to have it shaved completely off. It has been ungodly hot around here lately, but I think I am going to go with a kind of modified mohawk. The sides will be shaved, but I may keep a strip on top. I am also thinking about dying it platinum blonde. I dont know yet though.

On a side note, my ex is super pissed at me because I let me oldest son get a mohawk. He has wanted one forever. He's ten yeard old now and it is summer so I figured what the fuck.

Art imitating life?

What a Party

I had the social event of the summer thus far on Saturday. Man it was a good time. I originally was just planning on a few friends coming over but by the end of the night, I bet there was close to a hundred people. I had two grills going, and went through I don't know how many steaks and brats. I also bet that from everybody bringing their own personal favorite adult beverages, that I had the best stocked bar in town that night. There were people playing poker, a euchre tournament broke out along wit a Polish Horshoes tournament( which me and my partner won).

Most of my neighbors ended up coming over, and even a couple of the patrol officers that were on duty stopped by and hung out for awhile. I whipped up some of my famous Margaritas, and my best friend made up some pitchers of White Russians. Needless to say everybody ended up more than a little drunk.

At one point my newest neighbor two houses down from me came over to complain about the noise. I offered him a steak and cigar, and he stayed too. At first he went back home and returned with his wife and a kickass bottle of tequila. He and his wife are originally from Mexico. She brought some homemade enchiladas, and he made the best fucking Tequila Sunrises that I ever had. His wife even went into my kitchen and made up a huge bowl of Sangria!! He was my partner that I won the Polish Horseshoe tournament with. He is a big cigar nut too, and promised me that he could get his hands on some Cubans!!!

It was the best party I have been a part of in a long time. There has already been talk about planning something for the Fourth of July. I did have to get up and clean the mess up today, but I had some help from my cute little punker neighbor though she was pretty hung over.

I just ended up taking it easy today, and hung out at a friend's pool. I got a decent tan, but man I am dreading the start of the work week.

TGIF

Man I am glad this week is almost over. It wasn't a really bad week, but it was busy. I had to deal with so many stupid petty problems that I could literally jump in front of the next bus and end it all. I swear sometimes my staff is made up of children. They act slower and more confused than the clients we help. I feel like I have to hold their hands through everything. I have a meeting with them today, and I am going to clean house and lay down some law. I just want to climb up on the table and scream as loud as I can for them to grow the hell up. Don't get me wrong, I love being the boss, but sometimes its a real pain in the ass.

On a happier note, it is Friday, and my new Cigars will be waiting for me when I get home!! I got a box of Helix. So there will be plenty of Cigars and Jack consumed this fine weekend. I have a get togethor planned for Saturday. I will be grilling steaks and mixing drinks!!! A good time will be had by all.....

Give these a try

JackHammer
1oz Jack Daniels
1oz Amaretto
Serve over ice

Jack Hammer II
1/2 oz Jack Daniels
1/2 oz Tequila
Pour into shot glass and slam it

Irish Hammer
1 part Jack Daniels
1 part Irish Mist
1 part Bailey's Irish Cream
shake with ice and strain into shot glass

Hot Pic

Episode III

I finally saw Star Wars Episode III this weekend. I think it was definately the best of the three newer films. It still did not have that same feeling as the original movies though. I think Lucas got too caught up in the special effects and lost track of the human elemant that these films have. Darth Vader has always been one of my favosite movie characters of all time so it was nice to see his origins. I have to admit that when Palpatine firts named Anakin Darth Vader and that theme played in the background, I got a little choked up. The original movies were such a huge part of my childhood, and now that they are complete there is a bit of void. I here rumors that Lucas is considering doing a live action TV series. This could be interesting.

My favorite of all the movies is still Empire Strikes Back. My the force be with you all....

Neighbor

So I have been hanging out with my neighbor the last couple of months. She is quite a bit younger than I am, don't worry she is legal. She comes over a few nights a week and just hangs out and keeps me company. For awhile things were pretty plutonic and then she started getting a little friendlier and let it be know that she was interested in a shall we say a closer friendship. Now here I am a seperated guy living alone with an extremely hot punk rock chick who is around 12 year younger than I am wanting to do more than just hang out. No, this is n't going to be a problem.

I fought off temptation for awhile, but shit I am a man!! Well we fooled around a couple of times and then Mr. Happy made an appearance so I figured things were going to get really complicated. To my surprise however, things have been really cool. She has acted more mature than I was giving her credit for.

Now though, I am getting the impression that she is waiting for Mr. Happy to put in another appearance. I figured that would happen. I am torn as to what to do. She is so cool that I don't want to just use her and have her end up getting hurt. On the other hand she is hot and willing.!! Thats a deadly combo.

I have talked to her and explained that I am not interested in anything more than a friendship. She claims that she understand and that that is cool with her, but I just don't know if someone that young can just have a physical relationship without getting emotionally attached. I am not one of those dicks that just doesn't care. I really enjoy her friendship, but a part of me really wants to jump back into bed with her. I just don't want to feel that I am using her, but basically I guess I would be even though she said she agreed with me.

Fuck I knew this would get complicated, but if this shit was easy then it just wouldn't be me.

More Gospel

I have found that there really is nothing worth watching on TV

Why is gluttony considered a sin when you are the only person that knows what really makes you truely happy?

I think that school kids can learn more about society and the world as a whole from the X-Men comic books than they ever could from text books.

Dutch Apple Pie.....need I say more

There are very few problems that a good cigar cannot solve.

Is sex ever just sex or does there have to be some strings attached? Stay tuned, I am still working on that...

Speaking of sex, the best place to do it....the shower!

Why is it that the older I get, the more I like to drink wine?

Coffee=life Jack Daniels=Nirvana(not the band)

Are you considered a racist if you hate everybody equally?

The Gospel of WarHammer....to be continued

Life in General

I was just sitting around last night and it dawned on me that for the first time in a pretty long time, I was content. This past year to year and a half has been fairly tumultous. At times I have felt overwhelmed and disgruntled with the direction my life was taking. The past two months however things have seemed to calm down. I took a new job, and that has been a huge burden lifted.

My wife and I seperated a year ago, and the after effects of that have finally mellowed out. I have my own house and space which is nice. I am a pretty misanthropic person so Its nice to have some alone time.

I have some friends that I am close too, and have been able to hang out with more often. My Brother and I have been mended a rift and gotten close again. Things just seem to be leveling out for me, and for the first time in forever, I feel good about what I am doing and who I am doing it with.

Oh sure I am still the king of poor decison making skills but now I don't feel so overwhelmed by each decision. I don't know, maybe its the Jack Daniels doing the talking....