Giddiness

Hey Gang.

Happiness. What does it mean? I have no idea, but for the past couple of days I have found myself to be just happy and somewhat giddy. It is an odd feeling. I have no reason as to why this has happened to me. I am usually a slightly cynical and possibly morose person, but lately I have been nice and cheery. Its almost disgusting. Is it because my fantasy football team is kicking ass, or that I finished my book that I have been working on for the past year, is it that I am finally healthy again or is just some chemical imbalance that is effecting my body right now that will correct itself in the near future and return me to my loveable yet hermit like self.

I am usually at my happiest in the early predawn hours when I can sit outside and smoke a really good cigar and listen to the stillness in the air. At that hour it feels like I am the only person in the world. I highly recommend it to anyone.

I may get even happier today as I plan on going out and picking up Terry Brooks new book. It is just such a strange time for me to feel this happiness when there is so much turmoil going on right now. I guess maybe it is just simply that after going through what I did, and then seeing the devastation down south along with the continueing war in Iraq, I am just happy that I am alive.

Alright now lets all join hands and sing Koom-by-ya!!

Just Rambling

Well another weekend is over. This one was not particular interesting as I did not do much. I did manage to get my backyard cleaned up. It was pretty tore up from my dogs, and from the party I had their a couple of months ago. It can actually pass as livable now. It wasnt really that bad, but I can't belive how clean it looks now. Its amazing what you can do when you get bored. I needed to clean it because I may be getting another dog. I volunteered to take in some of the Hurrican pets from New Orleans. I havent heard back, but I figured I better be ready just in case. Who knew that I was such a humanitarian.

At least this week I wil not be so buried at work. Everyone is back from vacation, and I got my chedule organized so now I plan on sitting on my ass and doing as little as I can get away with for the rest of this week. Its good being the boss.

Happy Dance!!

Its Friday!!!! Its is also PayDay!!!! I am so glad this week is almost over. even though it was a short week with the Holiday, it seem slike it has taken forever. I have worked my ass off this week trying to play catch up. So now, I am going to kick it old school and realx. I have a new box of Romeo & Juliets that I plan oc cracking into along with a nice bottle of E&J!! The weather is supposed to get pretty hot here so I plan on doing some serious lounging!

It the words of the immortal Homer Simpson....I'm gonna drink a lot of beer and stap up allll night!!

What A Day...

I am swamped!!! I am so behind on my paperwork do to being off work for awhile. Plus the entire case management department quit last month so guess who gets to do all their work as well??? Thats right little ole me!! Fuckers!!! To top all that off, since I have quite a bit of experience with behavior management, I was also put in charge of all Behavior Plans!!! Double Fuckers!! My House Manager is also on vacation this week so I have to do all the day to day stuff that he handled. It sucks! I get one thing done, and ten more get piled on me. I am up to my ass in meetings and forms!


On a lighter note, has anyone out there seen any stills or previews for the Aeon Flux movie?? Is Charlize Theron fucking hot ot what!!!!! I mean DAMN, that tight form fitting black suit!! Makes me want to cry myself to sleep. I'm going to need a moist towelette just from typing this!!

Well I guess that is all for now. I need a shot and a cigar! Later Days